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奢望太多擁有的只是更多失望
太想隨心所得到的只是活得更累
那道牆還是跨越不過
世界還是沒有變美
我們都還有好多事要學
很難過晚安
很想你晚安

 

 

 

 

 


咚!

似乎看見我在浪花裡沉浮,冬季裡傍晚的溫度無度數,援助在夕陽下顯得微乎其微,
在岸上一副事不關己的人繼續吃著烤小卷,浪輕鬆地拍上岸。

 

我沉下去了,
淺淺陽光照進水裡,
越來越暗越來越冷...。
沒有魚類,沒有水藻,沒有掙扎,沒有溫血,沒有氧氣,沒有生命。

結束了,16年又166天。
結束了,一個女孩。
再見了,她的世界。

 

 






猛然發現好像某一天起床後,很多事都變得只有對或錯,不再是想和不想。
已經夠失望夠沮喪夠無奈夠無助了,
也已經夠多次告訴自己要去看自己擁有的了。

 

那一天以後未來和期待就從彩色變成三色了,
黑白灰。
現狀裡有彩色塊的也只剩35%。
10%家人的愛。
10%110%的愛。
5%異性的愛。
10%自己對自己的愛。

而且大部分只是粉紅色的,
遺失的那些色塊呢,
就遺失吧,
不重要了。


















00:40am
戀夏500日電影原聲帶很好
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Regina Spektor – Us
作詞:Regina Spektor   作曲:Regina Spektor

They made a statue of us
And it put it on a mountain top
Now tourists come and stare at us
Blow bubbles with their gum
Take photographs have fun, have fun

They'll name a city after us
And later say it's all our fault
Then they'll give us a talking to
Then they'll give us a talking to
Because they've got years of experience
We're living in a den of thieves
Rummaging for answers in the pages
We're living in a den of thieves
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious

We wear our scarves just like a noose
But not 'cause we want eternal sleep
And though our parts are slightly used
New ones are slave labor you can keep

We're living in a den of thieves
Rummaging for answers in the pages
We're living in a den of thieves
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious

They made a statue of us
They made a statue of us
The tourists come and stare at us
The sculptor's marble sends regards
They made a statue of us
They made a statue of us
Our noses have begun to rust
We're living in a den of thieves
Rummaging for answers in the pages
Were living in a den of thieves

And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious
And it's contagious







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