1.幾乎每次自己要過馬路的時候,都會想說會突然有一台車把我撞飛,飛。
真的幾乎每次都這樣想,剛剛回家路上也是。
2.或許是互相猜測吧,然後就選了一個不正確但比較說服得了自己的那個答案,即使那個答案也可能會讓自己不高興一樣。
希望妳只是以為我選了一個我其實沒選的答案,所以才也選了一個錯誤的答案。
沒有去叫妳是因為我不確定那是不是妳,等待一個眼神交會想說是否有機會能認出對方,但卻是一臉高傲,我很失望。
3.其實自己一直在摸索自己,黑暗的那部份。
因而剛剛也發現把自己打入一個極地獄般的境地是必然的,因為寧可因非常悲傷哭泣,也不想悶在中心。
landmark說哭是因為感到無助,哭是求助方法之一。
我哭但我無法求助,病好不了,越陷越深,shit。
4.已經練成自然閃躲著眼光避免看到曾經厭惡的臉孔,但即使沒有看見,也還是會想起一些過去。
因為厭惡代表放不下,所以不再厭惡,成長也使陰影不再是陰影。
「最重要的是,成為對方的自信來源。」
是兩位讓我學到了未來的擇偶條件之一。
5.我看起來多麼像拖著陰影的卡通人物。
聽了難過會飛走的歌,可能跟人被撞飛走是同樣的那種飛走。
ps專輯比較好聽,但我無法上傳。
My Chemical Romance - You know what they do to guys like us in prison
In the middle of a gun fight
In the center of a restaurant
They say, "Come with your arms raised high"
Well, they're never gonna get me
And like a bullet through a flock of doves
To wage this war against your faith in me
Your life...will never be the same
On your mother's eyes, say a prayer...
Say a prayer
Now, but I can't
And I don't know
How we're just two men as God had made us
Well, I can't...well, I can't ---
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Paying more for your dying wish
I kiss your lips again
They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost
My cellmate's a killer, he made me do push-ups (and trip)
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself
Well I miss my mom ,Will they give me the chair
A lethal injection, a swing from a rope if you dare
Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen
Now, but I can't
And I don't know
How we're just two men as God had made us
Well, I can't...well, I can't ---
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Paying more for your dying wish
I kiss your lips again
To your room...
What they ask of you
Will make you want to say "So long..."
Well, I don't remember
Why remember.........YOU
Do you have the keys to the hotel
Goodbye! String this motherfucker on fire (FIRE!!)
Life is but a dream for the dead
And well I, I won't go down on myself
But I'll go down with my friends
Now now now now...now now now...now now now
Ahh ..Ahh ..Ahh ..Ahh Ahh ..Ahh ..!!
- Feb 23 Tue 2010 22:01
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